my life isn’t going well, my grades are dropping and i’m revealing myself to my boyfriend sometimes just to be able to talk to him more, in real life i’m closeted so he’s what i have for my relationship. a few months back my mum seen my phone over my shoulder whilst i was texting him and seen about the things we said, she didn’t like it and seemed worried that i sent a picture of myself, wish i used that as a sign because now there’s pictures of me out there that’ll probably prevent me from getting a job. it’s so hard to want to keep learning and sleeping early.
same boyfriend i’m talking over but i want to split with him but i can’t, if i split with him i have no reason to even go on my phone because he is the only person who texts me but if i stay i can’t talk to any boys in real life. where do i even go from here?
(for reference my boyfriend wouldn’t send anyone those pictures im just worried about them being out there)